glipse

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 17:17:03 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BRIAN .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you. Omg, you old bastard. 21 .. I'm so proud of you. Man. I called you last night to wish you a happy bday but there was no answer, as usual. OH I GOT MY HAIR BRAIDED, RIGHT .. AND THE GIRL THAT DID IT .. shes black, and shes from new orleans, so i was talkin` about you .. lol, and it was funny, we were talkin` about gumbo, and bubbler, and all that, lmao. And I told her it was your bday and I had to call you n stuff. I love you i love you i love you i love you i love you.

happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy<333333333333333333333333333333

kk that is my entry to you.
fuck off. :DDDDDDDDDD

Wed, 25 May 2005 12:08:15 GMT

I feel like I'm seperating from someone that was a big part of my life. I hate the feeling, and I wish I had time to express myself, but unfortunatley I don't. I've been through a lot with this person, and I felt like they were a part of me. Literally, we were two different people, but we were one. We always knew what eachother felt, or what we were thinking. We thought alike in a lot of the same ways as well. Our minds were like one, and we had that special connection that many people don't have .. or have, but can't find. I've known them since I was about twelve .. I'm going to be seventeen. That's a long time .. their birthday is coming up soon too .. heh. As much as they've watched me grow .. I've watched them grow too. Even though they are older .. it doesn't really matter. We've been pissed off together, happy together, depressed together, felt lonely together. We've been through everything together. This person was so many roles to me, too. They played a type of friend figure, parent figure, older sibling figure, and even a boy/girlfriend figure before. Kinda nuts .. I just really miss them .. and I wish things weren't changing so fast .. I know me and that person will always have some type of bond .. whether it's there or not .. I can still feel it .. and hopefully they can too. I doubt the person I'm writing about will even see this entry because they probably wouldn't think to look since I never write in this anymore .. but if they did .. they should know who they are. If they don't .. then I guess our bond really is starting to break .. and I should just face reality. People change .. and friendships slowly fade away. I know this. I've been there, done that. This person always told me I shouldn't have to worry about that with them though .. because whether or not we talked everyday, or only talked once a month .. they would always be there ..

I love you, and your the bestest friend I've ever had. You know I'll always be here .. I can't ever forget you, or forget the things we've been through together. It means a lot to me, and it taught me a lot as well.

Sun, 08 May 2005 01:48:03 GMT

Good god. I need a new layout for this shit. It's all fucked up and what not .. definately not how it was when I left, but whatever. Well .. first I need a computer. :\ That'd be nice ..

Yeah I'm babbling about absolutely nothing .. but thats just because I miss typing in this thing.
;-;!!!!!!!! -hugs my journal- I will come back to you .. soon .. well .. eventually .. I promise you .. >.> .. then again, i'll be 17 in july .. maybe i'll be too old and i won't want you anymore? -SMACKS SELF- noooo no no don't say such things. wait. i have to face the facts. i won't have my computer back until i'm like .. 19 .. and thats absoultely rediculous and i'll prolly be off to college .. and i might not have time to be online .. and .. ugh i can't wait that long .. i miss all my songs .. and my downloader .. and my pictures .. and my beautiful usher background. ._.; KSEJHDFDSKHFXHDFKSGKJSDGADHSFGSGSDK i am so annoyed now. i miss my effin` shit .. maybe i'll just pack my bags when i'm 18 .. and go to california .. this way, no one will bother me. and whenever someone calls me .. i'll be like, " kill yourself you asshole, i'm not in rhode island anymore. " haha, motherfuckers. they will pay .. i will make them .. see what they do to me? they make me more insane then i already am .. i sound like a fucking killer. <.<

OMG ITS SAD THAT I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER MY HTML STUFF. -.-;; ALL THAT .. TIME AND EFFORT TO REMEMBER IT ALL .. AND ALL THE BRAIN CELLS I'VE STRESSED .. ALL PUT TO COMPLETE AND UTTER WASTE. >.< This is the story of my liiife.

alright .. i'm outtie. peace out nigz. ( i mean n*gz* .. my bad brian. >.>;; )

btw; fuck this 'friends only' shit .. this new journal hasn't had enough of my attention to even add all my friends from my other journal yet.

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 12:19:03 GMT

GOOD GOD.

...

PINK LADIES - '04 - '05 ( Way-Out Games )

what muthafuckers? you've officially been PIMPED.

How does it feel getting beat by us AGAIN?!

Friends Only.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 01:28:31 GMT

Yeah, I'm actually sorry I have to do this. I never made my journal FO before.

* I'm not picky, but if you don't think you're going to like what I have to say, then don't bother asking to be added. If you think you're some smartass that thinks I'm stupid and I'm going to keep you around if you run your mouth in comments on my journal, think again. I won't tolerate it. This is my journal, I can write about who I want, when I want, and what I want. Everyone that knows me knows I'm really straight up, so if you don't like it, just click on the X now, and don't waste my time. Spear me the drama, and energy loss of having to remove you myself.

That will be all. -